Wishes and Fears

{Post: 8/365: Original Post: KD Bissonette on Triond}


I am afraid of dying alone
I am afraid of being forgotten
I am afraid that it won't be long from now
I am afraid that it will be painful
I am even afraid  that I will give up
I am afraid of losing my mind
I am afraid of missing my grandchildren
I am afraid that I am forgettable
I am afraid that I am invisible
I am even afraid  that it won't matter when I'm gone
I want to hug my friends
I want see the world
I want to dance
I want to laugh
I even want to sing
I want to make my dreams come true
I want to leave my spirit with every heart I touch
I want to be a good friend
I want to be a good mother
And I want to be a lover
Most of all