Struggling

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struggling

to find

faith

to believe

"an angel once told me,

to believe"

and I did

and I do

and then the doubt

bowls me over

and encroaches

on the tiny

space of belief 

in my heart

and I worry

and stress

and cannot trust

to faith

to miracles

or to the muse

in the depths

of my own soul

I want to

I want to...

but there it is