Restless

{Post: 300}
(OMG! Only 65 posts left and we're onto another 365 days!! WooHoo!!! I've posted 300 poems!!!)

I do not

know what to do

with myself

I don't know

which way to turn

or what to do next

so many things

rise to the surface

so many ideas

brimming

so many thoughts

doubts, fears

so many choices

and I can't decide

which is the WAY

which way to go

which idea to

energize

I am just

restless

Restless

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what can be done

about this feeling

inside me

no explanation

no solution

just a restless

wanting

of something

but what?

perhaps a miracle

perhaps

just

something

new

perhaps

some change

some open door

to a new frontier

perhaps

I just need

to choose

to decide

and to focus

on ONE thing

and follow it through

Restless

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restless energy

rising up

inside me

decisions

about what to do

swirling 

mind unable to choose

I try to read

but cannot focus

I think about

writing

but cannot settle

my mind 

into a rhythm

I watch tv for awhile

it is not as much

amusement

as usual

I don't know

what to do with myself

thankfully

days like this 

are rare!