there are times
when I think
the hurt and indignation
is gone
over
that I have let go
that I have moved forward
and forgiven
and then
something
irks me again
reminds me
draws my attention
feeds my guilt
and the ignorance
that kept me blind so long
nags me
boils hotly in my blood
and I am angry again
that I invested so much
that I gave myself
that it matters so much
and it was nothing
but a lie
it is hard to let go
it is hard not to be
bitter
and I am
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