Different

{Post: 205/365}

sometimes

the differences 

I find in me

when I compare myself

with others

are so vast 

and so unique to me

that I feel

abnormal

and I doubt myself

I fear that I am inadequate

or wrong somehow

and then I fall

almost fall

into the deep blue funk

I am tired of myself

and I wish that I could be the same

as everybody else

but then I realize

I am ME

there is no one else

that I could be

unless I make different choices

most of which I would NOT

and I have to know

that I am just ME

and I don't have to be

like anyone else

because I'm the best ME

I could ever be

already